Day 120

A little progress. :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::It hurt me when I sensed that he did it deliberately. The more he behaved indifferently, the more obvious that he couldn’t let it go. I had to pretend I didn’t notice anything in order to keep the conversation going. I had no choice but behaved similarly to him — covering up the true feelings. On this point, z is truer than him. Z’s action reflects what he thinks or feels outrightly. I may have given up making z to like me. But there is no doubt that z is more straightforward and I like to deal with people who behaves truthfully. Given that it is his second nature to hide the true feelings, I believe he’s already tried his best to cope with the change between us. I have no resentment on everything. Of cos, no hope as well. #art #painting #flower #luciashen #artjourney1000days #watercolor

Day 119

Why counting days? Where the journey will lead me to? I had thousands of such thoughts in my mind tonight. Kind of down and didn’t know what kind of life I want to live. Until my dearest yan told me so many jokes and I almost cried many times for his funny actions and performance. And only in the end I realized that what makes him happy is just to see mum is happy. 
Not for others, not for myself. My children are the outmost meaning of my life. #dailyart #watercolor #artjourney1000days #luciashen #flower #painting #art 

Day 113

#Day113 Drew it on the way to Malacca. We will spend two days there. To my surprise, I brought my laptop on the vacation. My project leader is very good. Gave me the trust and opportunities to work independently. Provided strong support when I’m in doubt. I’m motivated to work hard again. 
#flowerdrawing #dailyart #artjourney1000days #stilllife #handdrawing 

Day 112

I don’t quite like sketching and painting leaves. My teacher can paint very nice trees. Maybe one of his favorite subjects. ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::




Day 111

Finished. :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::




#flowerpainting #flowers #luciashen #dailyart #stilllife #artjourney1000days #art #luciashen 

Day 109

Preparing for tomorrow. :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::

“Folks don’t like to have somebody around knowing more than they do. It aggravates them. You are not gonna change any of them by talking right. They have to want to learn themselves, and when they don’t want to learn there’s nothing you can do but keep your mouth shut or talk their language. ”



#luciashen #dailyart #stilllife #watercolor #artjourney1000days #flowerpainting