Day 120

A little progress. :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::It hurt me when I sensed that he did it deliberately. The more he behaved indifferently, the more obvious that he couldn’t let it go. I had to pretend I didn’t notice anything in order to keep the conversation going. I had no choice but behaved similarly to him — covering up the true feelings. On this point, z is truer than him. Z’s action reflects what he thinks or feels outrightly. I may have given up making z to like me. But there is no doubt that z is more straightforward and I like to deal with people who behaves truthfully. Given that it is his second nature to hide the true feelings, I believe he’s already tried his best to cope with the change between us. I have no resentment on everything. Of cos, no hope as well. #art #painting #flower #luciashen #artjourney1000days #watercolor

Day 119

Why counting days? Where the journey will lead me to? I had thousands of such thoughts in my mind tonight. Kind of down and didn’t know what kind of life I want to live. Until my dearest yan told me so many jokes and I almost cried many times for his funny actions and performance. And only in the end I realized that what makes him happy is just to see mum is happy. 
Not for others, not for myself. My children are the outmost meaning of my life. #dailyart #watercolor #artjourney1000days #luciashen #flower #painting #art 

Day 115

Something simple today. The 2km distance took our car 3 and half hours to crawl. Super long queue before Singapore custom. With the same time I can reach GuangZhou by aeroplane 😂. ::::::::::::

留铭一个人在家三天两夜,离开了之后才发觉,连早餐都没给他准备,回来后,他边拥抱我,边说:“我好想你们!也谢谢你这么相信我!”我们不在家,他竟然每天早起,自己张罗早午餐,晚餐坐车去奶奶家吃,有空的时候还把书包洗了!儿子俨然已经独立了!做妈的,又是自豪,又有点小悲伤。

#dailyart #artjourney1000days #stilllife #fruitpainting #orange #watercolor 

Day 114

Day114 Pencil drawing on National Day. Spent my holiday in Malacca. I’m not the luckiest person who has everything he wants. But I’m one of the happiest ones as I am surrounded by people who love and cherish me a lot. There are many moments I am overwhelmed by the the unpleasant encounters with some of the colleagues. I believe it must be partially caused by my unfriendly deeds towards them. Life is to celebrate as long as you know how karma works.

Day 112

I don’t quite like sketching and painting leaves. My teacher can paint very nice trees. Maybe one of his favorite subjects. ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::

言肚子不舒服,在家陪他休息半天。

这世上有没有不用努力就能拥有的能力啊!😌 

300年是什么概念?几辈子啊!我的生命好像无形中又延长了。

Day 111

Finished. :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::

“作为一个艺术家,别人对你的评价重要吗?”我问。

“为了生存,我们无法不在乎别人的看法。”画家沉默片刻后回答。

我喜欢毛姆的比喻,“人生就是一片破波斯地毯。”

#flowerpainting #flowers #luciashen #dailyart #stilllife #artjourney1000days #art #luciashen