A little progress. :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::It hurt me when I sensed that he did it deliberately. The more he behaved indifferently, the more obvious that he couldn’t let it go. I had to pretend I didn’t notice anything in order to keep the conversation going. I had no choice but behaved similarly to him — covering up the true feelings. On this point, z is truer than him. Z’s action reflects what he thinks or feels outrightly. I may have given up making z to like me. But there is no doubt that z is more straightforward and I like to deal with people who behaves truthfully. Given that it is his second nature to hide the true feelings, I believe he’s already tried his best to cope with the change between us. I have no resentment on everything. Of cos, no hope as well. #art #painting #flower #luciashen #artjourney1000days #watercolor
Why counting days? Where the journey will lead me to? I had thousands of such thoughts in my mind tonight. Kind of down and didn’t know what kind of life I want to live. Until my dearest yan told me so many jokes and I almost cried many times for his funny actions and performance. And only in the end I realized that what makes him happy is just to see mum is happy.
Not for others, not for myself. My children are the outmost meaning of my life. #dailyart #watercolor #artjourney1000days #luciashen #flower #painting #art
Something simple today. The 2km distance took our car 3 and half hours to crawl. Super long queue before Singapore custom. With the same time I can reach GuangZhou by aeroplane 😂. ：：：：：：：：：：：：
#dailyart #artjourney1000days #stilllife #fruitpainting #orange #watercolor
Day114 Pencil drawing on National Day. Spent my holiday in Malacca. I’m not the luckiest person who has everything he wants. But I’m one of the happiest ones as I am surrounded by people who love and cherish me a lot. There are many moments I am overwhelmed by the the unpleasant encounters with some of the colleagues. I believe it must be partially caused by my unfriendly deeds towards them. Life is to celebrate as long as you know how karma works.